Holiday in cambodia

Hello everyone..

i been a long time din update my blog.. so today i have some free time to update it..

first i wanna share some nice thing in cambodia is i learn lot of sejarah bout cambodia especially angkor wat & some other temple place..

here really have lot of nice place to go around.. yet i was very tired almost all the time.. cause learn sejarah, go hiking & cycling.. that really a great holiday...

but the hotel i stay is very friendly & clean.. i like the hotel very much.. if got chance u guy & gal should come and holiday at cambodia.. but always remember to bring mask as here very dusty.. =.="...

anyway the hotel i stay is call golden temple villa.. the staff is very friendly they use to talk english..

my tuk-tuk guy also very nice his name is NOY.. yet my tour guide is fluent in english as well.. when anyone of u come over cambodia juz find sothik.. he is a very friendly guy... will always make joke around..

anyway guy & gal if anyone wanna see more pic on cambodia u can check out my facebook i already upload pic at there..

Sorry That I Loved You

For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And Im so sorry for…
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won't make any difference tonight
But I'm hoping 'im sorry' will open your mind
To love love love love in your life


曾經我總是試著討妳歡心
好讓妳認為我就是真命天子
那麼我就能贏得妳的愛

送妳鮮花牽妳的手
沒有人阻止我們
但是愛情終究讓我們盲目

爱不单行

Love, Only a simple strokes yet more complicated then i thought hate have change to love i have loved a few people and was also being loved a few times before but still unable to keep happiness..

Love, Is it uncountable why do i still believe it is not alone.. i'm waiting for a person & waiting for my eternal to comfort me that love won't be alone..

爱 只有简单笔画 却比想像复杂 恨安定爱变化 我爱过几个人 也被爱过几遍 却还是没能将幸福留下..

爱 是不可输的吗 为何我还相信 她不是独行侠 我在等一个人 在等我的永恒 告诉我爱不单行别害怕 ..

心動

現實生活中，許多例子清楚說明，愛情不是兩個人的事，太多太多外­在因素讓兩個原本相愛的人無法共度白首，而很多人情愿選擇相信，­遺憾讓回憶更美。

許多人和浩君一樣，頭上頂着一片想念的天空，身邊卻是另一番風景­。

當年的無知和任性..失去後才知道原來那段吵吵鬧鬧的日子是最幸­福快樂.金錢買不回來的..如今再見面那種感覺是否像當初依然不­變..過去就讓它過去嗎?????

火柴天堂

走在寒冷下雪的夜空
卖着火柴温饱我的梦
一步步冰冻一步步寂寞
人情寒冷冰冻我的手
一包火柴燃烧我的心
寒冷夜里挡不住前行
风刺我的脸雪割我的口
拖着脚步还能走多久
有谁来买我的火柴
有谁将一根根希望全部点燃
有谁来买我的孤单
有谁来实现我想家的呼唤
每次点燃火柴微微光芒
看到希望看到梦想
看见天上的妈妈说话
她说你要勇敢你要坚强
不要害怕不要慌张
让你从此不必再流浪
每次点燃火柴微微光芒
看到希望看到梦想
看见天上的妈妈说话
她说你要勇敢你要坚强
不要害怕不要慌张
让你从此不必再流浪
妈妈牵着你的手回家
睡在温暖花开的天堂
天堂
天堂......

寂寞寂寞就好

還是原來那個我 不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾 遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容

不算什麼 愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯 早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了 想到快瘋掉
死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了 賴著不放掉
人本來就寂寞的 借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你 是我自己做夢你有改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用 每個人有每個人的業障因果

會有什麼 什麼都沒有
早點看破 才看得見以後

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了 想到快瘋掉
死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了 賴著不放掉
人本來就寂寞的 我總會把你戒掉

唉依家啲情侶

岩岩識你覺得你幾好玩
識落左先知你好煩
去邊又問 同邊個又問
攪到好忟 你仲係到問
...What? / who? / When? / where ?
係咁問點解 Why ? / why ? /
好似我老豆係到問長問短
你估 你係調查員逼我做問卷
幾時先問完 /吾好再兜圈
落一落街就話我去左玩
留係屋企就話我好嬾
困係間房/好似係監倉
對住四堵牆/仲有一床
去到邊都跟 /你好痴身
去廁所都跟 /你都痴根

你知不知
原來我是真的不想這輩子
日日在被你監視/有時只想一個人
原來我是真的不想這輩子
日日在被你監視/有時只想一個人

你話你愛我究竟有冇愛過
係我聽錯定係你攪錯左
失蹤幾個鐘 / 究竟去左邊
電話打吾通 / 就話手機冇電
咁咋既大話係我先信
愛情係麻木已經到左癲峰
你估我吾知 /你D衰野
有時咋吾知/ 當睇吾到姐
放你係心中 先會咁心痛
對你既熱度 /吾係三分鐘
分分鐘需要你 /聽我電話
就算聽到你講既係大話
我聽到你把聲都吾算太差
知道你安全咁就得啦
只要你安全咁就得啦

你知不知
原來我是真的不想這輩子
日日在被你監視/有時只想一個人
原來我是真的不想這輩子
日日在被你監視/有時只想一個人

Don't Let My Tears Accompany Me Through the Night

Your gentleness is like water
How much must I love to get drunk in it
Without reservations, not knowing of regret
Can you understand how precious sincerity is?

I don't have any remaining sorrow
Love is like overflowing water, hard to receive
The road has been long, we languished in it
You only left behind all that I have put back together now

Don't let my tears accompany me through the night
Don't let your kiss leave behind remaining taste
Forgotten the people I used to love
Slowly getting used to following loneliness

Don't let my tears accompany me through the night
Don't let me meet you face to face in my dreams
The tide of love has already receded
I won't give away my sincerity so easily ever again

Can't Sleep

it been 3am in the morning yet i still awake & listen to leehom song in youtube..

what is happen to me this whole week?

sleep not enuf.. even eat also less..

do i give myself too much pressure?

how am i goin to overcome it?

i really wanna get more sales.. god pls bless me..

life like a actor

sometimes i really feel my life is just like a tvb movie 家好月圓.. i was role a actor post of raymond lam.. love someone but not dare to tell them.. when see the person i love feel sad & my heart is feeling sad too.. i really don know how to handle it..

My mood

It been a long time i never been update on my blog..

actually i also don know how to write & where to start writing..

it should be say from the day i back from china trip, till now my mood never feel happy..

there part of my work & a gal that i like too..

well i think on the gal side should be say i don really got chance to be wit her, as she have a bf for current yet there some problem is happen in between them.. but during the time being i can feel she is really unhappy at all.. i also don know y i will have this kind of feeling..

does it mean i really love her? should i told her that i love her? will she avoid me in future?

i think i better don ask this kind of question infront of her, even i know i like her very much & will give all the best to her.. but certain thing force is no happiness..

just like this lyrics...


怎麼能忘　時間多長
你快樂嗎　想代替你回答
你知道嗎　走了好遠我才能去面對
這份牽掛　沉默傷悲

你要的不是我　心碎的失去輪廓
曾經給你的感動　只是情緒的波動
能給的不是我　放任你沉溺自由
掩飾不了我的笨拙　就連說話都會顫抖
我被遺忘在　你遺忘的　角落...

死性不改

你說過我像小孩總是有初戀的情懷......
我對你那份依賴也是我不該表白......
如果你不愛我真的灑脫何必回頭再看我

我明明應該比你知道更多愛情的無奈
偏偏就是我想不開死性總是不改
什么話都說出來像排山倒海
我的情我的愛為什么變壞
跟一個人的緣分誰比誰更精彩
我想擁有的未來我不能再感慨
不管還有多少的傷害和失敗
因為你才會明白

他們說很多女孩為什么我都不去愛......
這是個什么時代我在等著你回來......
如果你不愛我真的灑脫何必回頭再看我

我明明應該比你知道更多愛情的無奈
偏偏就是我想不開死性總是不改
什么話都說出來像排山倒海
我的情我的愛為什么變壞
跟一個人的緣分誰比誰更精彩
我想擁有的未來我不能再感慨
不管還有多少的傷害和失敗
因為你才會明白

我明明應該比你知道更多愛情的無奈
偏偏就是我想不開 死性總是不改
什么話都說出來 像排山倒海
我的情我的愛為什么變壞
跟一個人的緣分 誰比誰更精彩
我想擁有的未來 我不能再感慨
不管還有多少的傷害和失敗
因為你才會明白

it's time

it's been sometimes i never update my blog already..

well.. what should i say in my blog now?

i'm really start to feel different market now in my work..

plus the most thing is i really started to miss u all the time..

no matter where i'm, what i'm doin,

i really feel that u r important to me now..

i really hope that 1 day u will accept me..

i promise i will give u all the best i can in ur life..

《三個字》

你日日笑得這麽燦爛我怎捨得你喊
做小丑我都原意爲了搏紅顔一笑

從來沒有這麽想一件事原來有這麽一件事
才值得我們留戀今天為你死都可以

從前有那三個字天天講你知雖然沒新意但有意思
我儲埋儲埋這麽多詩句我只想你可以跟我一起笑
從前那三個字人人都鐘意好不可思議
但是又有幾個人真正明白 那意思我只知道我只想你快樂

趁住人多多講講心裏話 咁先至值囘票價
從此得你知我 任何事都不會怕
從來沒有 這麽想一件事 原來有這麽一件事
才值得我們留戀今天真的為你死都可以

從前有那三個字天天講你知雖然沒新意但有意思
我儲埋儲埋這麽多詩句我只想你可以跟我一起笑
從前那三個字人人都鐘意好不可思議
但是又有幾個人真正明白那意思我只知道我只想你快樂

就算今天不再闖過昨日我怎麽講都無謂
就算今天不再闖過昨日我願意等下去
再等下去 再等下去

從前有那三個字天天講你知雖然沒新意但有意思
我儲埋儲埋這麽多詩句我只想你可以跟我一起笑
從前那三個字人人都鐘意好不可思議
但是又有幾個人真正明白那意思我只知道我只想你快樂
我只想你快樂

after sometime

Well been a few day never write any new thing in my blog..

cause due to busy on work & for sure my travelling to work everyday.. even it is tired but sometime will feel worth it.. cause everyday i wake always have new hope..

23 - 4 - 2010

Today is my first day report to HQ to work.. The feeling is still ok for me as lot of my lovely frenz & my sis is there.. i'm so happy that can join my sis back lo.. even juz see her for not a long time in HQ but i enjoy to have breakfast wit my sis & some other lovely gal from aman.. so from today onward i will need to travel from klang to kl to work.. hopefully my work will go smooth & earn more money from now onward..

My feeling

I don know y suddenly i feel very moody & down.. Does it really worth? I hope that she will be fine & good luck all the time in future.. even i know my feeling to her.. but she had been rejected me.. but the feelin will never change till the end..

This is me?

Reveal Your Personality from Your House
Dear Eddie Casper Goh, you have drawn your house. Here is the analysis:
웃 :Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader.
웃 :You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives,
웃 :you make the most out of it.
웃 :You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well.
웃 :You are very tidy person.
웃 :You are an ambitious person.
웃 :When it comes to love, you shut yourself off.
웃 :It's difficult to win your heart,
웃 :because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside.
웃 :You always have plans on your mind.
웃 :You have a strong personality and you like to command,
웃 :influence and control people.
웃 :You added a flower into your drawing.
웃 :The flower signifies that you long for love.
웃 :We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate.
웃 :You are self-confident and happy with your life.

19 - 04 - 2010

Today when back to home i on my comp & i found a song which i suddenly have feel wit it.. the song name is call " you don't love me "..

Back to malaysia

Today at last back to malaysia.. but really don like the weather at here.. cause been to vietnam so many day & the weather is cold over there.. when only malaysia will have this kind of weather? or malaysia will never have it?

Holiday time

Finally my holiday trip is reach.. but my heart still don feel any holiday mood yet.. today juz view a fb profile of my frenz.. sound like she very upsad for recently cause of her bf problem.. i don know how to cheer her up.. even i have buy her a gift is also part of her collection thing.. but yet to pass to her.. probaly will pass to her when i come back from vietnam.. hope that she is fine in everythin.. no matter wat in this world there is always a person who care for u & love u.. take care.. may god bless her all the time..

13 - 04 - 2010

Today is a damn day.. cause of the stupid person complain bout us saying we all not in the ofis when boss is not around.. but the true is we all in ofis.. don know wat she wan at all.. do u think u complain like this u will promote to manager? go back dream la..

12 - 04 - 2010

Today i feel very tired & stomachache.. maybe is cause of eat wrong thing.. but my heart don feel happy at all even my holidays is juz 2 more days to go now.. does is because of pressure? or is because i don have enuf sales for this month?

Count down

The still few days to go before my trip to vietnam.. y my heart don feel happy at all? does it becoz of not enuf of sales?

G6

Tonite juz been to G6 wit frenz for awhile feel very bored.. does i really become old & not suitable to been to this kind of place anymore? Then i been to eat fried kuay teow at mid valley area wit kerang very full & nice.. but my frenz eat kerang almost whole plate i juz eat few only.. i really feel myself getting old nowday.. does it mean time to settle down? but i don even have anyone around me how to settle down?

Today 10-4-2010

Today really have a good day & bad day.. First for the good day is cause i got a sales for the week.. The bad day is cause my existing client who have pass the cheque to me haven come to sign her booking wit me.. So i unable to report the sales as my sales manager is asking us do we got sales or not.. how only i can help her on this matter?

About me

Dear Eddie Casper Goh, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are down-to-earth
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : People like you because you are so straightforward
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person

The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like to flirt
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Behave seductively
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The opposite sex finds this very attractive
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : That's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Education is very important in life
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You want to study hard
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Learn as much as you can

The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You need to choose something
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Go for it to be happy
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Achieve success

How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Nothing will stop you from trying

What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Independence is important to you

Frust Frust Frust

Today really a frust day for me.. spoil my whole day mood.. really wanna find somethin to wack now to release my angry in heart.. cause of the stupid banker giving all the stupid excuse.. i will blacklist hsbc banker in my life.. @!#$%%$&^^&((*... i don care they r guy or gal.. pretty or sexy.. they will forever out of my banker list.. damn it..

Sales is coming

Today also a happy day for me.. cause i manage to convience my client to buy the property from me.. hope all the loan can be know in a week time.. so will enjoy my commission if the purchaser is comfirm wit the loan amount.. god bless me..

The day at roadshow

Today is the day that i went for roadshow at ampang the weather is super hot.. i have bought a key chain for a frenz who i been know her since college time.. even the key chain is not a very special thing but i hope that she like it.. cause is her collection.. i at here juz wanna wish her all the best..

New Hair Style

Just cut my hair & dye my hair yesterday everning.. hope all the good thing will come to me now..

Gift from Vivien

Today when reach office receive a gift from vivien.. where she bought from beijing when she having a holiday at there.. thank u so much viv

放弃你

我想我并不聪明
我没有你的机灵
在爱情变质之前我没反应
没察觉你的表情

你知道我不聪明
所以才选择放弃
放弃去猜你每一个反应
去猜你是否变心

放弃你 放弃爱情
放弃了所有权利
连自己 都知道这不公平
放弃你 放弃自己
放弃了爱的权利
放弃你 等于放弃我自己

The Story

Today was the day that i feel moody & down.. does it because of something been rejected? will this feeling disappear soon?