My mood

It been a long time i never been update on my blog..

actually i also don know how to write & where to start writing..

it should be say from the day i back from china trip, till now my mood never feel happy..

there part of my work & a gal that i like too..

well i think on the gal side should be say i don really got chance to be wit her, as she have a bf for current yet there some problem is happen in between them.. but during the time being i can feel she is really unhappy at all.. i also don know y i will have this kind of feeling..

does it mean i really love her? should i told her that i love her? will she avoid me in future?

i think i better don ask this kind of question infront of her, even i know i like her very much & will give all the best to her.. but certain thing force is no happiness..

just like this lyrics...


怎麼能忘　時間多長
你快樂嗎　想代替你回答
你知道嗎　走了好遠我才能去面對
這份牽掛　沉默傷悲

你要的不是我　心碎的失去輪廓
曾經給你的感動　只是情緒的波動
能給的不是我　放任你沉溺自由
掩飾不了我的笨拙　就連說話都會顫抖
我被遺忘在　你遺忘的　角落...